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the_obedient_servant) wrote2022-02-05 02:21 am
the_obedient_servant) wrote2022-02-05 02:21 am
CR CHART | DEER COUNTRY
Frisk ❤
I once said that our fates are intertwined, and I meant it. Our bond is complicated, but it's strong. If I am being entirely honest with myself, they are the one connection I've still allowed myself to have to my old world.
It feels like sometimes we can't have any conversation without it turning into a fight. I don't think either of us is blameless in that, and in many ways it's simply a quirk of Trench that we are constantly divided. They learned of what I did to our world... to 'UNDERTALE', and they still insist on offering me forgiveness that I never asked for. I think in many ways they take responsibility for me being the way that I am. I understand why. I took responsibility for Flowey being the way he is for a long time. But I don't think they understand that this is what I chose. I could have allowed things to go back, to chase after that empty happy ending, but I chose to end it, and to ascend to my rightful place.
I think our partnership might be actively making me weaker. But... I am free to make my own decisions. And no matter how much we fight, they are important to me.
It feels like sometimes we can't have any conversation without it turning into a fight. I don't think either of us is blameless in that, and in many ways it's simply a quirk of Trench that we are constantly divided. They learned of what I did to our world... to 'UNDERTALE', and they still insist on offering me forgiveness that I never asked for. I think in many ways they take responsibility for me being the way that I am. I understand why. I took responsibility for Flowey being the way he is for a long time. But I don't think they understand that this is what I chose. I could have allowed things to go back, to chase after that empty happy ending, but I chose to end it, and to ascend to my rightful place.
I think our partnership might be actively making me weaker. But... I am free to make my own decisions. And no matter how much we fight, they are important to me.
Vira-Lorr ❤
A sentimental old woman. She is under the impression that she knows me as a result of a previous iteration of me living in Deerington, and despite her claims to be avoiding making assumptions, she seems to be running on more than a few that no longer apply to me. Having said that, it's almost comical the sheer amount that they appear to have kept from her. I haven't decided if I'm going to be more forthcoming or not, but she's generally quite cautious none the less. I'd be lying if I said I didn't appreciate that someone seems to care, even if it's only due to misplaced sentimentality toward a lost child. We'll see if either of us is worth the effort.
Satoko Hojo ❤
She seems to have similar abilities to Frisk and I. This, of course, makes her a dangerous threat to our longterm stability here, because it means we have to maneuver around her as well while turning back time. Still, I would be lying if I said I didn't think she was entertaining. It's nice, frankly, to have someone who understands what it's like to live like this and not wish to become reacquainted with how we used to be before time left it's mark. Not to mention, she could potentially prove to be quite an ally. She's a peer, if not a kindred spirit.
Paul Atreides ❤
A prophet of sorts who put forward a call to arms against a world destroying leviathan he saw in his dreams. He reached out to me specifically because I featured in the dream, and he believed I was at risk. The irony isn't lost on me. Still, despite his misgivings with the concept, he's not bad at playing the role of a leader or a hero. He's... interesting to watch. Like just about everyone here he lowered his guard around me due to me being a child, and I managed to get him to eat some mind altering chocolate. Still, he managed to circumvent my commands... He could be a useful ally or piece in the future, or a powerful threat. Despite myself, I hope for the former.
Beatrice ❤
A woman I met in a hotel who similarly wears a mask to hide her true personality. She keeps it on the downlow, but she despises losing and seems to specialize in illusions that toe the line between magic and tricks. I don't fully understand a lot about her, but there is a... familiar undercurrent to the way she thinks. I know a considerable amount of her secrets that she has trusted me with, and I don't know why. I also don't know why I confessed my own crimes to prove a point. Let's hope for both of our sakes that it wasn't a mistake.
Lysithea von Ordelia ❤
A mage I met during the memory rituals that were going up the month I arrived. Hers brought me to a battlefield, where I asked a number of questions as we watched it unfold. It seems she came from a large scale war. In her world existed an individual with a power quite similar to mine, which interested me but ultimately doesn't help me much. She also owns a bakery, oddly enough. The sweets are quite good. She seems to have a mind for experimentation and strategy over melodramatic sentimentality, I appreciate that about her.
I did, anyway. She died overspending her power in the battle against the leviathan. She hasn't come back. It seemed her return to war ended poorly for her. I could have done more, but I was weak. It only hurts if you let it.
Here's hoping death proves more peaceful for her than it did for me.
I did, anyway. She died overspending her power in the battle against the leviathan. She hasn't come back. It seemed her return to war ended poorly for her. I could have done more, but I was weak. It only hurts if you let it.
Here's hoping death proves more peaceful for her than it did for me.
Ahiru ❤
Yet another self sacrificing fool, jumping in front of the blades of demons to soothe the pain in their heart. She's kind, cute, and endlessly empathetic. It's almost annoying. She needs to learn that showing compassion to everyone except for herself isn't heroic, it's just... self-centered hypocrisy disguised as charity.
...I have a certain degree of fondness for her, however. She is fun to be around. And even more fun to tease. In another life, when I was a kid and not a demon in my own right, we might have even been 'friends'. She faintly reminds me of a friend I once had, all those lifetimes ago, one of the many who had ceased to exist by the time Frisk fell down. They both had a skittish warmth to them.
She told me about her curse. Is it brainless sentimentality that makes me want to help her?
...I have a certain degree of fondness for her, however. She is fun to be around. And even more fun to tease. In another life, when I was a kid and not a demon in my own right, we might have even been 'friends'. She faintly reminds me of a friend I once had, all those lifetimes ago, one of the many who had ceased to exist by the time Frisk fell down. They both had a skittish warmth to them.
She told me about her curse. Is it brainless sentimentality that makes me want to help her?
Rika Furude ❤
A friend of Satoko. She has, as of yet, not revealed her identity as the second looper that Satoko mentioned, but I am just about certain that's what she is. I do not know what to make of her, but we have similar interests, even if I don't understand the facade she wears most of the time.
Lazarus ❤
Teacher ❤
The man who took Paul in after the Leviathan killed him. He's a friend or teacher to several people important to me, actually, including Beatrice and Paul. He has been teaching me blood magic, and I've offered him some of the theories I'm less hesitant to share. I suspect he's far more powerful and far more knowledgeable than he presents.
I want that power for my own.
I want that power for my own.
Karkat ❤
©TESSISAMESS
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